However i understand that sacrafices need to be made so i can still function as a normal person.ĭo i get bad hypomanias, from time to time, normally once every couple of months so not that bad. Off my meds i was super creative, on my meds not so much. Its just my mind is just rocking with thoughts and feelings and racing at a hundred miles an hour. But boy when that sex drive kicks in there is nothing i wont try or do, and i''m stone sober when i do. That is the part of my mania that scares me very very much as i am trying very hard to be a good husband. Yes i have the crazy sex drive also even on meds i am still very very VERY interested in sex LOL LOL LOL Did i get my point accross well enough/ lol lol Let me put it this way, last week my wife and i had **** star quality type night.LOL LOL LOL But after it was done i was having a bad hypomania night and i found myself cruising the adds on craigs list for more sex. I've been nicknamed Happy Bill by almost everyone who knows me. Most are very good and provide a good influence in my life. Not so fun: IMPATIENT!, irritable, rage, hyperfocus to the point it's almost painful in a way I cannot describe, hypersensitivity to sound, hypervigilance, low sensory thresholds, dangerous/unpredictable/way too fast driving, inability to focus, can't tolerate being around my toddler son, and slipping into mixed episodes. Can cook like a goddess! Those are some of the fun ones. Able to muti-task, work quickly and make connections. Huge ability to take in large amounts of or complex information. ![]() Starting all sorts of projects, launching a small business or a non-profit (done that 6-8 times or so ). Binge eating, starvation diets, spending all the $$ I have, purchasing/adopting/rescuing animals, studying for hours and hours at a time, hyperfocus, crazy sex drive (I feel sorry for my SO - it's that bad), very little sleep (2 - 3 hrs) - but not tired the next day, very artistic (and good at it), all sorts of crazy projects down to knitting socks, making shoes (unsuccessful), every and all hobbies and pastimes you can imagine. ![]() My hypomania experience ranges from mild and pleasant to really awful. I'm type II BP, so I don't get full-blown mania - just hypomania.
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